My wonderful plans for the week..
Now Playing: Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy
Topic: >Entry<
well well.. it should be a fun week.. so far.. monday i have gone back to school shopping as i said.. tuesday i went to the mall with lillian.. thier was an EXTREMELY aquward moment for me.. but its over now.. its been talked about and everything is fine now... today i went back to the mall with curt to buy her shoes.. then we had icecream and walked home.. we then proceeded to play her bass.. which i am somewhat learning how to play.. i'm getting better slowly.. i want to borrow my friends geetar so i can try and learn how to play it.. but we shall see if she will let me.. hopefully yes.. i just listened to this backwards music thing with some hidden messages.. its freaky.. like this beatles song.. ahh.. anyways.. as for the rest of the week.. tonight.. is the finalle of brat camp.. i love that show.. tomorow i do a whole lot of nothing.. friday i babysit all day.. yay! money.. i have a total of 12 cents in my wallet right now.. oh yes.. moneybags i am.. then saturday is some more nothing so far.. and sunday i will proceed to my friend don's house to play videogames with some other friends.. and after that.. i shall go to my cottage till school starts.. so a week up there.. we were originally going to leave today.. but plans changed.. well anyways.. i shall leave now..
- Anonymous Meri ]AM[
.The.hand.behind.this.pen.
.reveals.a.failure.everyday.

Back to school shopping...
Topic: >Entry<
well well.. today.. i went out with my mom.. and got some new clothes.. dress code of course.. and some new shoes.. and they are all really nice.. i'm kind of excited to go back to school now.. to see everyone and all that.. well.. the baggage has been dropped.. i'm a free girl now.. going into grade 11.. its gonna be a good time.. i'm a senior now.. i cant beleive it. well.. this is a really short entry.. but i got better things to do..
- Anonymous Meri ]AM[
.Goodbye.To.you.
.Your.Taking.Up
.My.Time.

The Day after the big bash
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: no song.. watching the simpsons
Topic: >Entry<

well well.. i got back from kristas surpirse 16th partay.. it was a good time let me tell you.. we ate a crazy amount of junk.. stayed up late chattin it up.. it was a grand time.. good time had by all .. well.. now i'm all done driving school.. yesterday was my last day.. and it went pretty well.. i gotta start scedualing my in car lessons.. and i just found out..i'm not going up to my cottage on wednesday as was originally planned.. now.. its gonna be a week monday.. i'm kinda glad.. i get more time to chill out with friends and all that.. school is approching ever so soon.. i kinda wanna go back.. to see everyone again.. and all that.. but before i go back.. i'm gettin rid of some baggage so to speak.. i wont go into that tho.. people who know what that means are the only ones who need to know.. but anyways.. back to school means i get more clothes.. which is great.. i dont really need all that many school supplies and all that stuff..got most of it already.. well.. i'm gonna go .. oh i'm going to see 40 year old virgin tomoorw.. man it looks hilarious.. well anyways..
- Anonymous Meri ]AM[
.Gonna.Be.Your.Saviour.

Untitled
Now Playing: XO - Fall Out Boy
Topic: .Writing.
I dont know what to say
I dont know what to feel
Its all just a blur to me now

Tripping on the regrets
The same old joke
I'm drifting away

And Yet
Stay with me
Say goodbye to your shadows

The clouded feelings
Hate the light
Burry me deep in this

Give me your life
I'l break it in two
And send you on your way

What should i think
Being you would hate what i do
To you
But i cant help me

]AM[

Get busy living or get busy dying (Do your part to save the scene and stop going to shows)
Now Playing: I slept with someone in Fall Out Boy and all I got was this stupid song written about me - Fall Out Boy
Topic: +Lyrics+

From day one I talked
About getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears were letting out

He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
until we all just grow old
and die

Now talkings just a waste of breath
and livings just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness

And this is you and me
and me and you
Until we've got nothing left
- .F.O.B. -

just another day..
Now Playing: 7 minutes in heaven (atavan halen) - Fall Out Boy
Topic: >Entry<
hello hello.. well today was another day of young drivers.. same old same.. learned about cars and all taht.. defencive driving.. at the moment.. singing along to FOB.. lol and waiting for food.. supper shall be soon.. gonna eat some fettichini.. oh.. curt just gave me a quizz. i shall go take it.. i got 80.. woohoo.. well.. this is gonna be a short entry cause i got other stuff to type up on here.. so i'll go do that
Anonymous Meri ]AM[
.We.Only.Do.It.For.
.The.Scars.And.Stories.
.Not.The.Fame.

Phew... what a day
Now Playing: the sounds of friends of the family..
Topic: >Entry<
my my what a long day. i'm tired out.. well .. got up late.. my alarm didnt go off.. i forgot to set it.. then i went to driving school.. 2 hours of sitting.. then a break.. 2 hrs.. lunch.. 2 hrs break.. 2hrs lunch.. it was kinda boring near the end .. the joys of car matinence.. oh what fun.. then i went to the mall.. picked up a present for my friends birthday coming up..came home.. drove around the block for practice.. then.. chilled out.. had dinner.. then friends of the family came over.. my moms friend.. "aunt jannis". her daughter.. janeene.. and her 2 kids.. nathan and shane.. nathan is 3 and shane is about 6 months.. my my is nathan a little jock.. i played soccer with him outside for like half an hour.. he has enless amounts of energy..i think hes pretty tired out but now.. woohoo that was a work out.. lol.. its sad.. thats more exersise than i have had in a couple days.. well anyways.. hmm interesting.. its like 9 and thier is like no one on msn.. strange.. strange indeed... well anyways .. i will go and do something else
Anonymous Meri ]AM[
If.We.Cut.Out.The.Bad.
Well.Then.We'd.Have.Nothing.Left.

Day one of Young Drivers
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: Unholy Confessions - Avenged SevenFold
Topic: >Entry<
Well.. today was an eventful day.. i went to my first of 4 days of the class time for the Young Drivers course.. i was sitting from like 9 to 4.. lol my behind was mighty sore after that .. and yet.. i continue to sit.. and type at the computer.. well anyways.. i knew some people their.. my brain is packed with imfo now.. on like everything to do with driving.. i dont know how thier could possibly be more .. enought of it to fill up the 3 remaining days.. oh well.. we shall see now wont we.. anyways.. off the subject of cars and driving.. what are my plans for the rest of the day? well .. perhapts i shall head over to curts house so we can record some more songs.. what we got lined up right now is a parody of "I want you back" by NSYNC.. it'll be about stalking .. haha yes yes i know.. were weard.. but alas.. what can you do about it.. it will be called "I want you dead".. heres a little taste.. "Your all i ever wanted,, your all i ever needed.. you wont return my phone calls.. so i Want.. YOu.. Dead..".. it will be grand.. well anyways.. i'll go now.. maybe i'll add to my photo album on here.. well.. so long.
- Anonymous Meri ]AM[
.Are.You.Ugly.

Favourite Songs Of the Day
Now Playing: How it Goes - Billy Talent
Topic: *Songs*

Swing Life Away-Rise Against
Silver and Cold-AFI
Stalker-Goldfinger
Unholy Confessions-Avenged Sevenfold
7 Minutes in Heaven (Atavan Halen)-Fall Out Boy
Stuck in America and Daddy's Little Defect-Sugarcult

]AM[
.From.The.House.
Of.Our.Friendship.
Shut.The.Door.And.
Light.The.Match.

Entry Number Uno
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Swallow the Knife - Story of the Year
Topic: >Entry<

okay so hello.. its me.. and this is my blog.. filled with nothing really that intersting.. just a place for me to vent.. and write what i feel like.. well.. the thought of the day.. i aint gonna get a newt anymore.. i thought they would be low matinence .. but no.. thier not.. so i think i'll get a eel tipe fish instead.. haha thier just cool looking.. a little better than a plain old goldfish..well whats new in the news of me today.. hmmm.. just a lazy day before driving lessons tomorow.. thats gonna be interesting.. probley pretty boring.. i know some people in the class but.. i'm just gonna be learning what i already know you would think.. i already read the book and all.. well what have i done in the last week.. man i cant believe thier is only like 3 weeks left till school starts.. i dont want vacation to end.. anyways.. this summer all i have done is .. babysit go to my cottage hang out with freinds.. thats it.. and it just doesnt stop.. every single day i have something to do it seems.. oh well.. its not really a vacation it seems.. wow this first entry appears to be a long one.. but meh..better go do something...
- Anonymous Meri
.Life.Is.But.A.Dream.